Artist Note #26 – Post-Grad Life

June 30, 2024

I have mixed feelings. It’s one of the first things I struggled with when I created this section called the Visual Journal. This section houses my research notes and topics of interest, but it was intended to share more of my inner thoughts. However, when you think about it, that is terrifying. When I look back through my notes, it’s been helpful to see what I was reading and thinking about at the time I was making work. It may not be my most inner thoughts, but I can read between the lines of what I was saying, even if some of it remains a mystery to the audience.

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What Next?

Now that it’s over, I must look for jobs, residencies, and grant applications. I didn’t intend to look so soon after graduation. Of course, that is the natural part of post-graduation. But here I am… doing the hustle.

For the past three weeks, after XX+ applications, I have been looking forward to my break. That doesn’t include the ones where you can throw in your hat for quick apps on Indeed and LinkedIn.

After wrestling with a decision about a job offer focusing on another art medium, it made me evaluate if I wanted to do the art hustle. I made a difficult decision to let go of the offer. The opportunity would have provided stability and something that I could say I was “doing” something post-graduation. I think I would have enjoyed the job as it is focused on helping others, but something inside told me that it wasn’t the right position.

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Pain Adjacent

I don’t know if an artist ever takes time off (much like motherhood/parenthood), but I won’t be in the darkroom or doing any post-process work on my laptop in June. I will be shooting on 120 and 35 mm black and white film in the field. Last year, I made the move away from color photography, which is quite departure from pre-MFA. Black and white analog photography necessitated the move to level the images from several different archives. It’s also a plus to have access to develop and print at home when you no longer have access to a darkroom. (I spent the last year making a darkroom in my basement, which will be ready in July.)

That’s all for now. If you’ve read up to this point, thanks for reading. Drop a note and say hi.

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